What will it take
To live the way
I really want to live
As far back as I can recall
Been a mystery I could not solve
In my search to find and be found
I got lost [I'm lost]
Well it isn't that I thought it would be easy
I just know it's hard now
Guess I could've prepared myself better
Paying the price now
Well it isn't that I wish I was a rich girl
I just want to leave town
I'm working to make myself better
Climbing the wall now
Got to fill that void in the heart
Get past the confusion
Got to find a way out
Of this place